- (-Photo birthday) - past elementary school diary -

Is a birthday party, with the maternal grandmother and cousin and start-

 Stove, leave out all year round in a
 In the winter, on top of the stove, put the oranges
 The order was, I ate

Later, I heard my mother
 Uncommon, but my father came back
 Having trouble with a woman other living expenses,
 And "do not have enough money from work-in" mother-to,
 If we just stopped by to ask, I've heard


 Cousin in the picture is
Death on the one cousin
 Later from him-
 Grandmother of one year in the home
 Now receive, the sexual abuse

This room, farthest from the living
 -Have become "blind spot, the eyes of the adults"
 This time, that you want to take care of his father dovecote
 To type "their brother" of three junior high school students


 With the exception of two (later ←, but coming as regular employees of mother-to canteen, it will say mentally ill,,,)
The "older brother"-one
 Has continued to be "mischievous" for several years


> Memory of the lower grades of elementary school (20060819)
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10795638274.html
 The house there was a large dovecote.
I had a pigeon race of father, older brother who also, I wanted to take care of the pigeon, had come over to my house a little better.
However, as I mentioned to her childhood, being a human touch to the older brother becomes unpleasant,
I was in love with people rather than gradually, watching television.


> Maya bees.
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10783609459.html
 Older brother who also had come within, we loved me as being similar to Maya.
Except for the older brother of one person.
Did not become an unpleasant brother somewhere that is also being hug, also get stroked.
I did not want touched, was going to have to protest against the older brother in the play fighting with! "Quit".
It is for the older brother, seems to have been the opposite effect though.
I was triumphantly cockhorse to brother, and? "Uncle".
Another, I wanted not touch.


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That is reflected to the right it was my "corridor"-


 > History of "house" number of 30-year-from childhood? And,,,
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10952217684.html
 Initially honeymoon? We are old-fashioned mother-of-the-I asked a Western-style house? Mother's shock at that time, large-making-the "old-fashioned house, with corridors in the house"-that of master builder of Dyke? Seemed to de ━ d (· ω · `o) ━ to

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Is "birthday party" in-house restaurant and maternal grandparents,
 Or whose birthday is a little, but I do not know


 From my mother (now, ^ ^ (For there is a telephone;;; to go bath>, today probably because of the weather, so noisy dogs during bath mother so that with me custody. I'm going down> a little, because there are photos to be wearing, you've seen)

To about one year after this,
 From the brother of the mother, one year
 Every day, came to receive-the sexual abuse


 Why would not? And, I think,,,


Looking back,
 My uncle, for some reason, "made ​​me a rice-" me-only
 And I am looking for,
 Uncle of new products
 • When the noodles Katayaki, waiting for me, playing with


 "Look, this Chieko eat!,!, Or tell me what there is not enough"-uncle, is said to
 Make, such as those of his uncle, but did not want to eat,
 That around, uncle, it does not forgive me, and eat the new products made ​​of uncle
 My uncle, "you're good if you?? Or something missing," and heard in rapid succession because it comes
 I think that while troublesome, and try to examine, the "chow mein" type made ​​of uncle


Normally, but it's delicious
 • The "Rashi is like", so there was no luck, when you point it out
 "If you think not enough, I see! 'S Rashi is Hiroshi! Something! Thank you! Was Rashi is like"-uncle, uncle, as usual, thanks are patted on the head was told,,, so, I felt complex,,,


 My uncle, for some reason, from the past
 My-wife-
 His son-in-
 My-parents-
 • (my mother ←), his sister, without asking
 To me, You can also ask for an opinion but do not make the rice, too much to anyone other
 To me, restless, has made ​​us, the "one person"



> - Age and low-grade elementary school reprint past diary -
 · ○ ○ Chin. (20060824)
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10801273141.html
 Mother's youngest brother.
My mother was the eldest daughter was born the third of four brothers.
Youngest brother is born weak body, "and can not live up to the age of twenty," is the total has been said to the doctor.



 >. I · ゚ ゚ who grew up in a healthy home environment (N s ~ A (Roh Д `) will be offended and amoeba-and-mother
http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10712715915.html
 Baba had loved, particularly, the third son, the youngest-
 And heart by nature is weak
 Hole in the heart? I seems to have is

Seems to have been said • If you do not live up to the age of twenty-

 So the grandmother-
 It is said that the third son, and not let me come-from school
 "Please let objection, does not attend. So to all schools, even though he dies, is this child in the class" and-grandmother,,,

My grandmother, is the third son.
 Either with or without you-also-also play study
 You have been, the only love that
 > Because I thought, and die,,,

 And flow-month is,,,

I-10 at the age of
 Grandmother's home, and a fifth-grade year
 Along with the third son and his wife, had spent

 Every day,,,
 The third son, and grandfather,,,
 > Had received sexual-abuse

 When the body weight of about 44 km • The lean-to to about 38 km, the third son
 • In the face-was seen as "? Or blame it on me", the third son, I feel like crying

 Anger-about-never felt so far was Wye,,,

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↑ was surprised when I saw this photo,,,,
· • What I do not know "who was taken-"This was spent in-place "from a year-at the age of 10" at the maternal-,,,
To very complicated feelings, to "(Photos) expression" own-Now even if Motte, It should be noted that,, I,,,


> Desi ゞ 154cm (o `· ω ·)!! About 82 km de ━ d (· ω ·` o) ━ ☆ Starhttp://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11100210174.htmlWord of resentment to his father and mother a request from the home visiting teacher of psychic → → chastisement occasionally be a time to be mischievous pranks are their grandfather to go to school bullying → → → → The toilet occasionally bullied from school → → → go to school to sleep →
↑ was "a year-at the age of 10"-like,,,
-Stuffed
↑ other than infant age, photos have a "stuffed", so I did not have one-piece,,, this photo is, so, I myself, felt that "strange",,, very, There is no sense in feeling bad, being felt, is a picture,,,


> Paralysis of the face? Facial neuralgia? > I do not know-so-disease have never been to the hospital-http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10884137224.htmlAt the age of 10Repeated sexual abuse within-the-job or> Face paralysis? Now-Eyelid-Mouth

> Tobioriro from the second floor and the knife-and-4 Baba brothers and their mother, Jiji and! Daisakusen! • When drunken episode? Is ☆http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11127166755.html↑ room was "room" of the photo above, had their mother-reared childhood-
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>-Generalhttp://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10512433704.html★ ★ faceMr. Keiji Goto, a lawyer of 50 police officials aim to eradicate child pornography from @☆ there is an unforgettable experience. 1998 was working on Internet crime in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department. Was referred to sarcastically as "a brave person who came in from a superpower that child pornography" from the moderator, at a meeting of the (ICPO) International Criminal Police Organization was held in France. And Japan at the time such images covering the eyes and there is no law to regulate child pornography had been leaked all over the world. Lowering the head-to investigation officials "sorry" in each country was enough to do. Seemed inadequate regulatory Law for Punishing Acts Related to Child Prostitution and Child Pornography of enforcement of the following year. Wound of the heart-child of the subject can not say a lifetime. "Why does Japan insensitive to pain of the children why this much" jumped out, police organizations and 2005. I passed the bar exam during his tenure of 92 years. "I wanted familiar with the law." Faced with law book on holiday or when commuting. 33-year-old. Was passed in the fourth challenge. Tensin was after flying to petition to lawmakers, such as asking for the prohibition of simple possession of child pornography, a lawyer. At the end of March was also formed group 0 lawyer role. "Child pornography is child abuse itself." Belief does not change.(Tomitokoro Kosuke Sasaki, Noriaki social unit shooting)

 

> Overcome extremes-Adult ChildrenStill, digested, and he must overcome, I think,,,

This is, data of one
As will be one sample,,,

Right now the children, are suffering from bullying and abuse, as we will be saved even a little,,,
Everyone for Adult Children should be noted that even now suffering, as we will be saved even a little,,,

 

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＞－過去日記・転載・小学校時代－（　写真・誕生日　）－

 

母方の祖母と・イトコたちとの・誕生日会です

ストーブは、１年中出しっぱなしで
冬になると、ストーブの上に、みかんを置いて
あっためて、食べました


後日、母に聞いたのですが
珍しく、父が帰ってきたのは
ほかの女性との生活費に困って、
母に・「　仕事で・お金が足りないから　」と、
もらいに立ち寄っただけだと、聞きました


写真に写っているイトコは
一つ上の・イトコです
のちに・彼から
１年間の祖母宅で
性的虐待を、受けることになりました