- Past elementary school diary -

Between fourth grade and fifth grade. (20060928)

The last two years, gave up violently that the opacity of memory, especially to the investigation period.Although I think that there is also the order and content, the times they use before and after, as much as possible "diary" In the past not based on emotion,I have attempted to lay out only emotion I felt at that time, written in fact occurred.

I think this is, hope to be able to make even a little salvation of our children now, are suffering.Perhaps, hints of some sort. And if you can touch the glimpse of the answer to something, I think.My past is not only in my past.But, if there is something that can be seen from there, it may not be to become some kind of salvation take me also.Even if the same thing (, kit, as it was I think just being hurt. Me.So you want us to look deeply and reference as the degree of one case in the past. )
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Even today, reread, and supplement, modify, Saru Categories and could not be-,,,



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-Only modem is about to put PCs in the morning, my mother
> So does not cause me-
Was quite slow, sleep-


Yappari-and,,,
If not called to mother
Physical condition of the body and consumables has been a long time, and recovery



Routines for PC (It is called mother-and-blogging routine of their own, purely. Then another ·) is
Last name, or a little increase
An mental burdens, but Ali
I think of going-with-a-resistant


-This is something of someone
Even a little, to one of something, so get used to it,,,


I was saved as no-less-in bulletin board once,,,
The actual action of someone-
Such as "? And reaction of both mind and body"-for it-and,,,
So,,, helpful?
An feeling,,, plus elements? As,,,
So,,, were saved,,, thank you, Thank,,,


So, the actual routine, and my physical condition,? • Even as it is going to write-in,,,
This is only necessary necessary-to-person,,, as you will receive,,,

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４年生と５年生の間で。　　　　（20060928）

特にこの２年間は、記憶の混濁が激しくて、時代考証をすることを諦めました。
順番や、時代が前後してしまう内容もあるかと思いますが、出来る限り「　過去日記　」は感情を踏まえずに、
起きた事実・当時感じた感情のみで書いていこうと思っています。

これが、今現在、苦しんでいる子供たちの少しでも救いになればと思います。
もしかしたら、なにかのヒント。なにかの答えの片鱗に触れることが出来るのならと、思います。
私の過去は、私の過去でしかありません。
けれど、そこからなにかが見えることがあるとすれば、それは私に取ってもある種の救いになるのかも知れません。
（　同じ事をしても、きっと、傷つくことばかりだと思います。私がそうだったように。
　だから、一つの過去の事例・参考程度として見てくださる事を深く望みます。　）