- Past elementary school diary -

Tutor teacher. (20060828)

I am well into the elementary school, children were illiterate. There is no storage was studied.Mother, or there may not have gone well with the home of his father, a teacher asked me home to the paternal cousin there.I attended about two to three times a week. I was not even going to study seriously, was to play inevitably becomes.Followed by interim Easy such a thing, it was decided to end their cousin tutor.

This time, the class teacher of the school, became my tutor.My mother says."I'm useless. Teacher of the school. From'm determined I'm not supposed to talk to anyone Cha part-time job" and said it was tight.Two to three times per week, teachers are now visible in the evening.Aiueo. This Kuke oysters. And. "Go ahead and write," I said. I did not write.Recall that the table that is attached list of ". Can Kuke oysters. Aiueo", my mother began to stick to the toilet, I went to the bathroom to cheat.Was angry. Immediately've just been removed from the toilet.All told, Hiragana-Katagana's now possible to write the interim pleasure, before I knew, was also terminated the teacher tutor.

As an aside.In humans, "It can not be said," I will. That would solve it, anything with the money.While the children had been unable to Moteamashi Donimo, the bad aftertaste.

Is that people should not talk too much, too. Is a good thing out loud, what are they? Do not do it out of the mouth, what are they?Inevitably, I went to remember that the force of one's personality, such as if the care from this time.Two sides of things. Front and back. Thinking, speaking now.To match their facial expression and, the contents of the story, while using the head, while reading the opponent's face, looks like I went to talk to.
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When it becomes "work" of failure in relation to "the interests, not caught by non-profit", and "the interest-profit relationship involving", but now that fails, have become the cornerstone of official tremendous benefit I went.This is later, I think we are touching the upper grades of elementary school-diary since past.
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Yappari, in addition to reading and writing it could not be anything but.Be made in sixth grade, until they go to cram school, open textbooks at home, there was little.Then, to participate in ski school winter vacation in fifth grade, until I read the manga for the first time to borrow, there was no book that I read a book called.Later, including cartoons, is now reading a book of different genres.
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Today, I have tired-in (such as pet food, shopping for the dinner) go out of many days-(^ ^;;
↑ hit point difference too? (^ ^;?? Eye Tatatatatata ~


-The state of the world
Country and the economic and political country-
Think-you can see,,,


Little by little, one by one go-to-face to face, that he really,,, and then to action,,,
They are, absolutely,,, and tired (^ ^;;
> It is the fullest reprinting the past diary-,,,


Someday, Chants,,,
When you think-and-Motte as well as supplementary explanation to these,,,,




This is,,, to people in need,,, as necessary, as you will receive,,,


This is a single data-
Will-and as one sample,,,


As we will be saved-even a little-children-are suffering from bullying and abuse right now,,,
As we will be saved even a little of everyone-is-adult children are still suffering,,,,


-What can I can not,,, to be patient, one by one,,, perfectly straight,,,
To digest, let's overcome,,,

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担任の先生の家庭教師。　 　　　　　（20060828）

私は小学校に入っても、読み書きの出来ない子供でした。勉強をした記憶もありません。
そこで母は、父の実家と上手くいってない事もあってか、私を父方の従姉妹に家庭教師を頼みました。
週に２～３回ほど通いました。真面目に勉強するつもりもありませんでしたので、必然的に遊びになってしまいました。
そんなことが暫らく続いて、従姉妹たちの家庭教師が終わることになりました。

今度は、学校のクラス担任の先生が、私の家庭教師になりました。
母は言います。
「　誰にも話しちゃ駄目だよ。学校の先生は、アルバイトしちゃいけない決まりなんだから。　」と、キツク言いました。
週２～３回、先生は夕方に見えるようになりました。
あいうえお。かきくけこ。「　書いてごらんなさい。　」と、言われました。私は書けませんでした。
トイレに母が貼り始めた、「　あいうえお。かきくけこ。　」の一覧表が貼ってあるのを思い出して、トイレにカンニングに行きました。
怒られました。直ぐに、トイレから外されてしまいました。
そんなこんなで、ひらがな・カタガナは、暫らくして書けるようになり、先生の家庭教師もいつの間にか、終了してました。

余談ですが。
人には、「　言ってはいけない　」こと。お金で何でも、解決してしまうこと。
子供ながらに、後味の悪さを、どうにもできずに持て余していました。

人には話してはいけない事が、あまりにも多すぎて。クチに出して良い事は、なんなのか？クチに出してはいけないことは、なんなのか？
この頃から気付けば必然的に、腹芸のような事を覚えていきました。
物事の二面性。裏と表。考えながら、話すようになりました。
自分の表情と、話の内容が一致するように、頭を使いながら、相手の表情を読み取りながら、話をするようになっていきました。