- past childhood diary -- (Up to long ago from childhood sexual abuse occurs Hen ~ Fun and photo)

Brick walls in the previous run-of-the Kisaten (eldest brother) brother of the mother
 As shown in the photograph is

 > And mother, supplement,,,> "relationship" with the eldest brother,
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11150413444.html
 At this time, was doing karate, brother of the mother
 Eldest brother is called to the house
 Yes you "" Please, brother-in that

Thus, it was decided to go out on the second floor and his wife,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Tschumi tea or Che Chen blood born ☆

> (^ ^ Pretty, so I can not move, becoming physically and mentally;;; in around here>, is blasting-yourself ☆
http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11173002932.html
 Damage "sexual" for the first time-to-four years old when the shrine was here, has received
 Later, followed by sexual damage a few years
 And, to sexual abuse, the development's gone,,,

 From here, but will mess mentally
 Or they live in without being a "terrible thing"
To only that, it is now caught
Bullying at school, rather than something
For me, I went here for more been cornered into mental

I turned to my brother
 Why go to catch-place
 · Why go to a place in the play-brother
 Subtle? Laugh ☆ (is

 But, Yet? "Commemorative photo",,, perhaps
 That it leaves the hands of the mother, take liberties
 Mother's anger? It would be touch-in is,,,

 Because we are home before Man of the restaurant and maternal grandparents
 When anger is
 -Was beaten, in the "wooden rice paddle-commercial"
 ↑ old wooden spoon "thick-thick"-was a rice paddle

 > Childhood diary and reprint past ー -
 Futon-bashing. (20060806)
http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10786905017.html
 To be beaten with bare hands than as "chastisement", had been struck by such as "rice paddle or wooden handle of a vacuum cleaner bashing futon, for business use."
I have heard that while the children, why and what my mother hit by beating futon.
The answer was mother says, "because it hurts and hands."

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↑ is the cousin and brother-all
 It is still only a maternal cousin, not enough five
 From grade 1 to grade 6 of elementary school-
 The aligned-all maternal cousin

 

This restaurant is a restaurant and Mother's grandparents home
 • The next Kisaten from this photo, a little more when I was young
 My brother and I, is-Kisaten had been deposited daily
 More is visible to the rightmost
 Women and childhood friend of the mother of Kisaten, on a daily basis
 It is a shop-eat sushi at the counter us

 Four brothers mother
 Everyone, I live in within 5 minutes from home grandmother
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That is riding on the "Rabbit" behind-
 Second cousin to sister
 In fact, ^ ^ (much; was longing for>;;
 · Girly
 -Quiet
 -Friendly
 ↑ too-and yourself, too contrary

 

Elementary school-age is a picture of Nasushiobara
 This is the 'photo-diary-era elementary school the past "
 In addition, we separately to update, I think

 

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Boy are standing right edge
 (Eldest son of the eldest brother of the mother) one of my older cousin
 -You remember, and "? Away-I wonder" Why, it had become a strange feeling

 Now, after one to two years
 From this boy, the "sexual abuse"-in the house of his maternal grandparents
 One year, we decided that we receive,,,

 

Anyway
 -Tree climbing
 Cliff-climbing
 • The insect takes
 I loved

 But
 • From the looks like is subjected to sexual abuse
 Both physical and mental strength to move around, went missing
 By the time go up to junior high school
 And returning from school, that was repeated as it is, fall asleep in bed

 

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↑ was surprised when I saw this photo,,,,

 · • What I do not know "who was taken-"
 This was spent in-place "from a year-at the age of 10" at the maternal-,,,
 To very complicated feelings, to "(Photos) expression" own-
 Now even if Motte, It should be noted that,, I,,,

> Desi ゞ 154cm (o `· ω ·)!! About 82 km de ━ d (· ω ·` o) ━ ☆ Starhttp://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11100210174.htmlWord of resentment to his father and mother a request from the home visiting teacher of psychic → → chastisement occasionally be a time to be mischievous pranks are their grandfather to go to school bullying → → → → The toilet occasionally bullied from school → → → go to school to sleep →
↑ was "a year-at the age of 10"-like,,,
-Stuffed↑ other than infant age, photos have a "stuffed", so I did not have one-piece,,, this photo is, so, I myself, felt that "strange",,, very, There is no sense in feeling bad, being felt, is a picture,,,

＞ Paralysis of the face? Facial neuralgia? > I do not know-so-disease have never been to the hospital-http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10884137224.htmlAt the age of 10Repeated sexual abuse within-the-job or> Face paralysis? Now-Eyelid-Mouth
> Tobioriro from the second floor and the knife-and-4 Baba brothers and their mother, Jiji and! Daisakusen! • When drunken episode? Is ☆http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11127166755.html↑ room was "room" of the photo above, had their mother-reared childhood-

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>-Generalhttp://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10512433704.html★ ★ faceMr. Keiji Goto, a lawyer of 50 police officials aim to eradicate child pornography from @☆ there is an unforgettable experience. 1998 was working on Internet crime in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department. Was referred to sarcastically as "a brave person who came in from a superpower that child pornography" from the moderator, at a meeting of the (ICPO) International Criminal Police Organization was held in France. And Japan at the time such images covering the eyes and there is no law to regulate child pornography had been leaked all over the world. Lowering the head-to investigation officials "sorry" in each country was enough to do. Seemed inadequate regulatory Law for Punishing Acts Related to Child Prostitution and Child Pornography of enforcement of the following year. Wound of the heart-child of the subject can not say a lifetime. "Why does Japan insensitive to pain of the children why this much" jumped out, police organizations and 2005. I passed the bar exam during his tenure of 92 years. "I wanted familiar with the law." Faced with law book on holiday or when commuting. 33-year-old. Was passed in the fourth challenge. Tensin was after flying to petition to lawmakers, such as asking for the prohibition of simple possession of child pornography, a lawyer. At the end of March was also formed group 0 lawyer role. "Child pornography is child abuse itself." Belief does not change.(Tomitokoro Kosuke Sasaki, Noriaki social unit shooting)

> Overcome extremes-Adult ChildrenStill, digested, and he must overcome, I think,,,
This is, data of oneAs will be one sample,,,
Right now the children, are suffering from bullying and abuse, as we will be saved even a little,,,
Everyone for Adult Children should be noted that even now suffering, as we will be saved even a little,,,

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＞－過去日記・幼少時代－（　写真・遊び編・幼少時代から～性的虐待が起こる前くらいまで　）－

http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11239218286.html

うまれてきちぇ・ちゅみまちぇん・でちちゃ☆

＞かなり、心身ともに・動けなくなってきてしまったので（＾＾；；；＞ここいらで、自分に・発破です☆
http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11173002932.html
ここが・４歳くらいの時に・初めて「　性的被害　」受けた・神社でした
それ以降、性的被害が数年続き
そして、性的虐待へと、発展していってしまいました、、、

ここから、精神的にメチャクチャになりながらも
どうしたら、「　酷いこと　」をされずにすむのか
そればかりに、囚われるようになりました
・学校でのイジメなんかよりも
私にとっては、こちらのほうが・精神的に追い詰められていきました