2012年5月2日水曜日

- Past childhood diary -(Festival-photo) -

Mother and is a festival-
Is the restaurant of my grand parents

 And brother of the mother is me-
 • After this about 10 years, why
 What was supposed to receive from him · "sexual abuse a year, daily,"
 Motte now even if you do not know,,,

 This, from the baby, but had been together,,,


Within-stroller without any
 Memories, held by mother-to
 I do not remember even one-also was embraced

 The photos in the photo are hug into mother-
 Some, I was able to find


73-year festival because of
 Festival, is about 2 years

 The start-and reflected-father and mother and cousin


To find, a picture, I was not able to
 The three fine network decorated with beads, such as Dread
 Mother-and a few hours! "I hit" "! Please sit still", said while
 From about 6 am, sitting in a chair in the leave, the mother, or the hair has been Yuiwa

 • "! Bad dressing", tightly!, The band and crotch Painfully, tied or
 I said, "fashionable", more and more were going to hate-
 Still, I hate the "clothes"-degree fall ill


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The Pull-the "float"-together-with his cousin

 Perhaps? (^ ^;??
Cry-and-such was "Yada! Yada floats! Floats Yada! Float"-me? (^ ^;??

 Measures Te? (Laughs

What do I desire? "Debut portable shrine"-the first time? In their ☆> cousin. Alone

 In addition to this, I have a another one (laughs
 We look at the lady in front of us
 • The anxiety and expectations such as "height difference"? Is like a full breast (^ ^;;

 In red on the edge of the red-edge of the eye and mouth
 Make demon child
 Was a staple of the festival-
 > I like it very much because my mother-


Around the same time, the season of festivals and
 "Along the way courtesan" has been held-

 Courtesan is along the way, that I have a few times
 Since I was a hate-is-or "makeup" "clothes difficult to move",,,
  another-is, it had become obvious every day (to those who do not know a number of specific and non-festival-such as the body) damage sexual
 Clothes and costumes for a festival-to-fit to the body. -Anyway, I want clothes to escape a tight fit, but I did not ginger


But, do not want to wear, "why should not run away-to say"
 In addition, from mother to say, • "wear" crying
 Chastisement is, it is followed by

 Was very vicious cycle of every day,,,

> It has received, the "sexual damage" is
 The mother, an adult, did not say
 Although there was no reason "Mo more! Did not want to be a terrible thing from anyone," Death,,,
 It was from "parent",,,,
 
> It has received, the "sexual damage" is
 The mother, an adult, did not say

Although there was no reason "Mo more! Did not want to be a terrible thing from anyone," Death,,,
 It was from "parent",,,,
 
Maternal grandparents, is a restaurant
 
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was surprised when I saw this photo,,,,

 · • What I do not know "who was taken-"
 This was spent in-place "from a year-at the age of 10" at the maternal-,,,

 To very complicated feelings, to "(Photos) expression" own-
 Now even if Motte, It should be noted that,, I,,,


 > Desi 154cm (o `· ω ·)!! About 82 km de ━ d (· ω ·` o) ━ ☆ Star
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11100210174.html
 Word of resentment to his father and mother a request from the home visiting teacher of psychic chastisement occasionally be a time to be mischievous pranks are their grandfather to go to school bullying ​​→ → The toilet occasionally bullied from school → → go to school to sleep

  was "a year-at the age of 10"-like,,,

-Stuffed
other than infant age, photos have a "stuffed", so I did not have one-piece,,, this photo is, so, I myself, felt that "strange",,, very, There is no sense in feeling bad, being felt, is a picture,,,


 > Paralysis of the face? Facial neuralgia? > I do not know-so-disease have never been to the hospital-
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-10884137224.html
 At the age of 10
Repeated sexual abuse within-the-job or
 > Face paralysis? Now
-Eyelid
 -Mouth


> Tobioriro from the second floor and the knife-and-4 Baba brothers and their mother, Jiji and! Daisakusen! • When drunken episode? Is
 http://ameblo.jp/buraiai/entry-11127166755.html
  room was "room" of the photo above, had their mother-reared childhood-
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★ ★ faceMr. Keiji Goto, a lawyer of 50 police officials aim to eradicate child pornography from @☆ there is an unforgettable experience. 1998 was working on Internet crime in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police Department. Was referred to sarcastically as "a brave person who came in from a superpower that child pornography" from the moderator, at a meeting of the (ICPO) International Criminal Police Organization was held in France. And Japan at the time such images covering the eyes and there is no law to regulate child pornography had been leaked all over the world. Lowering the head-to investigation officials "sorry" in each country was enough to do. Seemed inadequate regulatory Law for Punishing Acts Related to Child Prostitution and Child Pornography of enforcement of the following year. Wound of the heart-child of the subject can not say a lifetime. "Why does Japan insensitive to pain of the children why this much" jumped out, police organizations and 2005. I passed the bar exam during his tenure of 92 years. "I wanted familiar with the law." Faced with law book on holiday or when commuting. 33-year-old. Was passed in the fourth challenge. Tensin was after flying to petition to lawmakers, such as asking for the prohibition of simple possession of child pornography, a lawyer. At the end of March was also formed group 0 lawyer role. "Child pornography is child abuse itself." Belief does not change.(Tomitokoro Kosuke Sasaki, Noriaki social unit shooting)

> Overcome extremes-Adult ChildrenStill, digested, and he must overcome, I think,,,
This is, data of oneAs will be one sample,,,
Right now the children, are suffering from bullying and abuse, as we will be saved even a little,,,
Everyone for Adult Children should be noted that even now suffering, as we will be saved even a little,,,
 
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>-過去日記・幼少時代-( 写真・お祭り )-
母の実家の飲食店です
母の実弟と・私です
なぜ、この約10年後に・
彼から・「 1年間・毎日・性的虐待 」を・受けることになったのか
今もってしても、わかりません、、、

こんな、赤ちゃんから、一緒にいたのに、、、
 

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